(Heart & Soul) Grandma...To You

I've lost many
In their absence
I can constantly hear
Their voices
I"ve grown to understand their wisdom
Of all those asleep
Only one remains so sacred
That I cry when reminiscing
On time yet way too soon for me
Left stroking my thoughts are...
All the things I need to say
All the things that I need heard
Amazing after so many years
Grandma it is you I miss most
I pray I did you proud
I'm so sorry...
I wasn't there to hold you
To say I love you,
I hope you knew how much I truly did...
Kiss you on your forehead
Outside of mom...
You'll always be my favorite girl
Grandma...
Daddy has never the same
The night he found your flesh
But knew your spirit was gone
It seems he took it worst than me
Every Christmas he cries
We place flowers on your bedside..
Every mother's day and your birthday
Lately your son hasn't been feeling well
Now it's on me as he's aged
I fear soon I'm gonna lose him too
Grandma all the things I need to tell you
I've told him more and more
Not just because he's my dad but also...
He's my only connection
To you...