My Pain...

You didn't hear my cries

Why you ignored my cries

I needed you...

I needed you...

You seen me collapsing 

You didn't reach for me

Why you just watched me collapsing 

I needed you to reach for me

Hold me to no end

Love me to no end...

I'm frustrated with wanting

An innate longing to be wanted

A feel of completion 

That subconscious desire to be complete 

Longing to be needed

To fulfill a conscious need to belong

To belong in a love

To be absent of the feeling 

Dying on the inside to feel...

...To feel somehow complete 

Yet seemingly I'm riddled with demons 

Demonizing self acknowledged weaknesses 

As I'm dwindling in plain sight

Loving with all my might

Leaning upon a careless whisper that 

Perhaps one day will find a reason 

To legitimately love me..

In the convenience of a new day 

Silence all the screams

Caught in the earnestness of my prayer

As tolerance drowns in silence 

Loving the very one

That ingeniously defecated on

And had no motive

To quantum nor exhibit anywhere 

Near a semblance of a desire 

To love me

Why wouldn't you ease the tension 

When your presence is my peace

The attachment to you provides soothing

You sought no remedy 

To my depressive state of mine

When you've been so mindless 

Looking over mine less

Reaching fir the star to give you more 

When you had no need...

No desire need or love me