(Get Somethings) Off My Chest

Been rumbling at the core...

Understanding how earth been feeling

As of late...

There's been a clearing 

There's been a cleansing 

No matter how beneficial 

The storms still rage on...

The waters hasn't quite receded

The flames of hell hasn't began to cool

Nah...nah

Let me finish...

There's a house that sits

Reminiscent of...

He...himself..which is I

Still standing...

From the outside looking in

All seems well...

But my goodness...

Oh...oh me...oh my

It's not only empty inside

But has the markings of neglect

Where it did its job...

Yet in the end no one saw its potential 

Just focused on its flaws

Oh...but where the wind blows one...

That same wind can deliver another

Can I get get witness...

A house doesn't have to be fully constructed 

Before God says...

You can call it yours

Nah...my God...nah...

When you receive it!

Cherish it!

Remember that was a gift...

That gift is on loan...

Living on borrowed time 

Love it wisely...

Love it kindly 

Lovely it forgivingly

Love it generously

Above all...love with a love ten times

The love you didn't believe you were capable of just yesterday 

Can I take my time...

Jehovah has been so amazing

In my silence to the world...

A select few have witnessed 

Just how loud Jehovah...

Has been speaking through...

And within this molded clay of imperfection...

To the family...

Enough time has past...

Past time is enough for word of the silent type

Especially when time can permanently 

Make silent voices those of the remembered type

Nah...nah hold on...

Can I get some things off my chest

I may not have made all the right decisions

But I made plenty that were..

Just seems like I'm resting with my parents

From egregious decisions I have made

Such a demon am I...

Those without sin...

Cast the first stone...

Be damned if I'm not being hit with boulders 

God words constantly reminds me...

"God is faithful, 

and he will not let you be tested 

beyond your strength 

but with your testing 

he will also provide the way out 

so that you may be able to endure it”

Somebody say Amen!

Walk with me...

Can I get somethings off my chest

Therefore no matter what is injected

It has to penetrate and take hold...

My mind been made up long before I could speak

When Jehovah protected mama 

From what rattled over her when she carried me...

He then took me from the unknown

Placed me in a loving home...

Talk about changes and turn arounds...

How many times Jehovah

Did I seize

Amongst the normal I stood

In my testimony I pray...

I'm seen as a man heavily flawed trying 

In need of forgiveness just like the next

Repenting in sincerity nightly 

With the understanding that I fall short on a daily basis 

However I strive...

My God...I strive

To love without hesitation 

To cherish without regard

Give without intent to receive 

And yet I find myself tried...

I'm drained...

In my smile..is all my hope 

In my laugh...is all my faith 

With every step...

Is all I have left til there is no more...

Just had to get some shit off my chest!

Before I conclude...

Would it be okay with y'all...

Is it okay with y'all...

If I..because after all he's done for me...

I just need to thank Jehovah!