(Real Talk...) Love This Never Was

Let's stop the bullshit...

Love this never was

To be...

Completely confrontational 

And the utterly most hostile 

After all the bullshit 

After all your fuckin' lies

The blantant disrespect with your cheating 

You motherfucking right I'm pissed

On the strength of Anubis 

Oooh....weeee....damnit!

I don't think we...

You and I...

This...

Whatever this...

This right here is...

Was supposed to be

It's apparent...

It most definitely motherfuckin' isn't 

Love 

Love this never was

To be

For the life of me i fought and fought

Please enlighten me...

Because all my thoughts just frightened me

Knowing damn well you were no good for

And never did good by me

Shidd....

It never was me

Because it was never ever about us

Never meant to be

In the beginning...

No issues...

No complaints...

Sailed on smooth breezes

Do you remember that the first storm

The introduction of that settle turbulence 

That uncomfortable disturbance 

The back to back to back of...

Pick yourself up 

Dust yourself off..

Only to get knocked right back down again

Nevertheless 

Bruised and battered I kept getting up

For us...

Only to look around...

Embarrassed and depleted 

Finding not only am alone...

But totally abandoned...

By you

Let's stop this bullshit  

Love....

Love would never given in so easily 

Love...this never was

And we..

Were never destined

Let alone meant to be 

So let's be honest 

Stopping with all the bullshit 

Love this never was

So let's just let it be...