Scream And Yell

When I scream and yell

Reach for me

Don't catch the tears falling

Lift me 

Pull me out of my darkness 

Be my light at the end of the tunnel 

Even with my eyes wide open

Continue to speak with a voice compassion 

In these the darkest of hours

I'm not close enough to the light of your presence 

Only the purity of your voice and vibrations

Hearing more than can be seen

Please!

Stop analyzing me

Be a safe haven for me

My first inclination must be...

Run to you...

If no other on earth would and will...

I needed, and have got to know know

When I scream and yell

That there is one

Someone...

Who will without hesitation 

Protect me from destroying myself 

Kneel down with me in prayer

Participate in spiritual war

As it's visible by the flesh

My emotions are so intense

My emotions are flooding all sense of logic

When I scream and yell

Caress my soul...

Soothe my mind...

Tell me you see me

Hold me until I return

Speak to me until I reply 

Love me for a moment in a way

Acknowledging I am unable to love myself 

When I scream and yell

I am not okay

Whatever has me screaming 

Whatever has me yelling

The pain has penetrated my core

Relinquished all desires and motivation 

By a thread I hang

By many threads hanging

A rotten fruit waiting to be tossed 

No longer screaming 

No longer yelling 

Peace came in the stillness of mind

Separation of flesh and spirit