Broken Spirit

Living...

I've fought and I've fought...

My soul cried for decades 

As my spirit held on to springs

Many days...

I felt like crying...

On some I tried and just couldn't 

My mind plotted against my soul

Often times the flesh was too weak

A broken heart...

And a empty human being...

Searching for...

Unconditional love...

That unrelenting pursuit of completion 

Hoping someone would acknowledge...

Me!

Take a vested interest in...

Me!

My God! My God!

I've fought forever one...

But not a damn soul...fought for me...

Please someone hold me...

I'm sinking and I don't want to be recovered 

No one heard me speak 

No one seen my existence 

Until today...

When my casket was lowered