Deepest Of Hurt

Yesterday,
I looked at you
Appalled by what I've seen
Disbelieving
Anchored by mass confusion
What is shouldn't
What should isn't
Actions that decapitated hope
Brutalized understanding
Manipulated all possibilities 

Today,
I'm engulfed in the hurt
Enraged by your activities
Fighting yearly to construct
The very thing that's now
Smoldering piles of hopes and dreams
Displaying a agonizing passage
Used by tears of abandonment
To jump off the edges of tomorrow

Tonight,
I'll lay in mourning
Sealed lips and watery eyes
Tribulation drains testimonial ambition
Betrayal buries possibility in each thought
Sweats of blood streaming undeterred
Distracted by the ifs
Tortured by the when and how
Knowing that when the sun rises
Hell on earth makes another grand return

Tomorrow is a lost possibility
That was found
Cold and unresponsive
Buried beneath purgatory
Are the foundation
Where today and tomorrow was envisioned
Instead completion lays in eternal darkness
Lifeless and condemned
To an existence without
The willingness to love or be love...