Truest Reflection of Me

This is mines!
Every word...
Every emotion...
Every scream and shout
Every damn tear that fell!
I gave all I possessed internally
My understanding
My mind
My soul
Out of a need that...
Damn near killed me
By breaking my heart...
My smile is my out cries
My jokes hide my pain
My work erases me from recollection
And these words I organize
Is the truest reflection of me!