By Me...

You told me you'd always...

Always be there for me...

For me!

I pulled away

As I saw the harm..

The hurt my presence began to cause

I often desire

To hear your voice

To hear your laughter

I stop myself...

To find comfort

In convincing myself you have some peace

A peace afforded

By simple not interacting with my negativity 

If you ever read this...

And my heart no long pumps

Please understand I embraced

Self hurt and disappointment 

So your days would not be subjected

To any harm caused by me....